0ucH !

ouch .. !
y larh ??
it happen again larh
still can't left him..
ohhhooo..
it not soo good but it is..
how stpid i am haa??
very stupid u think?
mayb n mayb not larh..
i must do dat..
i cant live without him at diz moment
dunnoe larh y..
i get back my spirit when i accept him again..
ohhooo.
sound like crazy but its true..
i hate it too but..
wut to do..
i must do it
so dat, i can study..
i want to pass my xm .. must!!
so, i jz do it for myself...
i dun want to care anymore but people around me..
hd talk bout me or wut so ever..
i dont care anymore
wut i learn here..
i must listen to myself
cz only me feel da pain n happiness..
so, jz let ourself dcide it for ourself..
n now, i feel much better..
n hopefully so on..
thanx god for diz feeling..