29.4.10

back to the REALITY dan akhirnya ...

saya perlu menulis dalam bahasa melayu kembali setelah aii perasan satu benda. BI saya suck ! perlu ke jadi seperti orang lain sedang hakikat aii bukan begitu? oke oke.

Saya budak yang suka maen maen. itu HOBI dan tak boleh buang. Yuu tak suka? Sila pergi. Sebab saya tiada masa untuk jaga perasaan yuu. Untuk orang yang dah biasa sangat tahu yang saya amat nakal, saya suka gelak gelak suka loncat loncat jerit jerit sampai yuu akan tengok aii tanpa kelip. hahaha. kawan saya ada cakap. "ko nih ngok la wawa, suke maen2 eyh " ye, itu saya. Saya gembira begitu. :) sebab saya masih budak kecik * oke, saya tamau ngaku dah besar, badan je, otak belum lagi. :P

Saya suka berkawan dan bercakap. Kawan saya panggil saya mulut murai. miahaha, Ye, saya cakap sampai lupa ape orang akan fikir bila saya cakap. Word saya akan sakitkan hati orang. Word saya juga kadang kadang buat orang senyum. Tapi, saya amat senang termakan words orang. amat senang.! Anda diluar mungkin boleh guna kan ini pada saya. oh oh. sadiss :(

Tapi, sekarang saya sedar satu hakikat. Orang cari yang cantik lagi menawan je, oke. Sila sedar diri cik wahida. Saya selebet, Word messy, muka serabai, dan segala jenis lah. Dan itu saya perasan, orang mula ambil kesempatan. Saya tak terfikir pada CINTA sebab dulu saya sudah pun bercinta, tapi saya terfikir pada persahabatan sebab saya pernah abaikan itu masa ada CINTA dan sekarang saya menyesal. Tapi, perlu ke kecantikan jadi pembaris untuk sebuah persahabatan.? Mungkin kamu kamu dan kamu fikir begitu tapi tidak saya. Hati yang cantik adalah pembarisnya.

Rugi bila tak ramai sedar itu. Dan saya tahu anda and anda dan anda tidak memandang seperti pandangan saya. Jadi, saya senyum dan diam :) diam lebih baik dari berkata yang menyakitkan



Kawan kawan saya tahu siapa saya :D oleh itu, saya masih rindukan engkau yang pernah fahami saya

25.4.10

Ending the Story

Its 12 am, the rain still there as know what is in my heart would be and i was in front of his house. Waiting for him. To end up everything. And after a few minutes, i can see him walking downstair slowly where the handphone on the left hand. Watching around him, looking for me maybe. And i walking towards him and when he noted that i'm coming, automatically he turn himself to another side, give the plastic to me, take the things and want to leave me there. But as a person that really missing him for a long time, i had stop him from leave me and try to talk with him. And the word that i said really stupid as i not even know how to speak properly. I ask to shake hand as i normally do when i see him. For the last time. But he refused it. It really hurt.

And i walk away as that he want me to do. I crying inside. sudden i turned back to him as i forget something left. He ask me if i still want to shake hand with him. I just quite, not even know what should i responds, and sudden i just grab his hand and i kiss his hand. For the last time in my life and my tears start dropping. I ran away as i cant let him see my tears,. I cried like no days tomorrow. I'm dying inside. It hurt me much.

The rain became bad, just like myself. My tears seem like river in my cheeks, and it can't stop. I just can't believe what had happen. its hurt me when i see he not even feel anything. Not even hurt at all. Oh...


And everything over on that day. Nothing to regret anymore. I need to move on. Try as much as i can to get alive  and smile back. Please.

p.s. i missing you every single day.

22.4.10

Counting day

Its only a day left for that. Every time it came into my head, my heart became faster, my tongue freeze and speechless and i start palpitation as restless so much. I not even can think about it much. So many thing in my head that i imagine would be happen. Is that i paranoid? Maybe. And it make me sick actually.

Maybe that day he don't want to see me at all. Maybe he will left the things just in front of his house and ask me to put the thing there too. Maybe he will came and slap me or laugh at me. Or maybe he will came with another girl as replacement of me. Oh so many maybe and i think i paranoid. Yes i am.

Every time i think bout it, i like wanna cry. My eyes start producing a water that will be a tear when it be on my cheeks. The red eyes of me became worst when i continue thinking of it. It just like a huge rock on my chest and i could not put it off. And when it still there after some other time, i notice that my hand start wiping my cheeks, my shirt wet and i start cuddle a pillow just beside my lappy. And then i know i cry again.

Counting the day is not the best part of my life for now. The day that i counting will which determine the length of our relationship afterward. I never asked for him to come back to me. I just want to be happy without him. After all the love that i sacrificed and he never appreciate , it is the time for me to move on. I deserve better or he maybe.


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Just hope my dream tonight is without him as he came into my dream every night. And my day will be much more better after the day that i keep counting for. Please as i will left the things with you, let me also leave all the sorrow, memories and the pain that you gave it to me. I don't need it anymore.

Keep smiling, girl :)

until it happen

" Until it happen, i'll remain single until someone knock my heart".. :)

i copy paste the sentence from someone blog. It such nice sentence . right now, i'm his stalker. thanks to my cousin because let me know the link. it just nothing but good for someone like me that want to improve my English as he right so in beautiful way.

He is just do nothing. But he do had something that make me want to follow his blog, get through his life and learn something from him. he inspire people just with the beautiful word in blog and never promote to other but people came naturally, ( just like me ). and i do agreed with my cousin when she said, this person had his own 'aura' that make people like him. Yes he do.

........

back to the sentence that i mention previously..

It meant a lot. deep into my heart. for now, i would like to be single as it let me breath properly. and i will remain same until someone came and knock my heart. its not just came and saying 'hye, nice to meet you.. im bla bla bla '' but, its about knocking the heart. heart that previously had be broken so many times, that had wound and not as well heal. It maybe much harder than others heart as what it already get through for long time ago.

For now, i need to improve myself. No others can help me anymore. Its been a while since i had fall in love and stuck in until everything happen, i start realized life is not just that. so many thing to be discover and a lot of thing i need to do as young girl like me.

Love is something but its not everything. last night, before i fell asleep, i keep thinking about how i get through all this. How much i being in love, melting with all the word, all our happiness that make me alive previously. It is previously and right now, i will move own for myself. and not for others. And i still be alive even that love is not there anymore. But, i still can't lied to myself that i still keep thinking about him somehow. As my heart became hurt so many times when my mind had him, i tried to not even let the tears dropping to my cheeks cuz i know he not even care for me. Maybe i had trust you much before but right now i trust myself more than others.

Let it get away naturally. And i will waiting for that until it happen. And i do believed that something is waiting for me for the pain i had. Knocking my heart , hold my heart warmly. Sooner or later it doesnt matter .

And my life is full of smile day by day.




.. yes, i miss you but i no need you anymore. TQ :)



19.4.10

no more facebook or what so ever. TQ.

facebook really make me alive. i had update with a lots of friends .. from primary, secondary and college life.. also all people in my life. it make me alive. and as i breath every day, its inspire me with somethiing..

but for now, i need to forget everything. the happiness the friends the stalking2 people and much more. honestly my heart beat faster at the moment i click 'deactivate account' button. why the heart must be beating much much faster? It's nature reflection. Oh i really love facebooking.. everyday, i'll update or commenting people and its really connecting with my life.

as the 'episod' happend, i need to stop everything. clear it all. and yes its make me dying inside but i will smile for those people that want it to from me. yes, you get it, guys.! i wont talk anything anymore. you are deserve to be happy instead of me. and i will sit here, alone, and get life by myself. Just with my blog as a diary for me. here I'll talk everything i want, and please.. if you don't like it, get off from my blog. that's all. easy right.

don't get me wrong. its not i hate you guys, but i really 'tawar hati' with everything. yes, you not even knew what i had go through every single day, you can be happy, thanks God you get it. but me? i just can smile but my heart? no ones knows.. not even one. im not even like to talking about it as it make my tears drooping non stop and my shirt will wet with it. just let me.. i have God that i always believe being fair with me, love me much much more than no one do.

to the people around me, i will always pray for your happiness, and the best for your life. i will. trust me because i really care and love you all much. just maybe i not even know how to express it. i'm happy when you are happy.

God, please watching and keeping them save always as i can't always be by their side. but they all always in my pray, my heart and my mind. and please gave me a bit peaceful in my heart so that i can walk away and keep smile.

again, bye bye facebook. i'll missing you much,.. XOXO

Ini entri EMOSI sila abaikan part tidak berkenaan

Wahida kan selalu emosi, so abaikan. Kalau rasa amat menyampah sila keluar dari page saya. Sekian terima kasih.


 

Setiap kali post update di facebook, niat di hati agar beliau akan komen sesuatu. Tapi setakat ini masih tiada sebarang respon. Aii tak la mengharap sangat tapi sebagai seorang kawan beliau, kadang kadang teringin nak terima beliau bertanya khabar macam dulu, tapi masih tiada. Oh oh. Apelah. Beliau memang tidak mahu berkawan dengan aii ke? Sedih disitu oke! Tak la mengharap apa, tapi cam harap gak ahh. Haha. Pelik pelik. Abaikan.


 

Aii sekarang seorang emosi lagi sensitive kot. Ye ahh, mak call bagitahu my cousin dah berpunya and akan berkahwin tidak lama lagi pun macam fikir macam macam kan. Eh, jodoh dia kot wahida. Sebuk apesal.? Haha. Mungkin sebab aii belum berpunya dan tiada yang sudi kot. Oh oh. Peliss ahh wahida ! banyak lagi kot benda yang nak di buat. Lupa ke betapa indah hidup yuu bila sendiri. Ye, aii ingat ahh ! huhu. Tapi, biasa ahh. Haha. Tah tah, nanti mereka anak 2 3, wahida tetap begini. Hihi. Kejar impian dulu lah. J


 

Eh, kenapa nak pandai BI ini amat susah ye? Eii tolong tolong, aii amat mahu belajar BI, tapi bila lah? Sedang belajar tapi masih tidak Nampak perkembangan. Huhu. I hate taw.! Bercita cita nak tulis blog dalam bi dengan amat amat orang suka tapi tiada. Ohh sedih sedih. Tolong tuhan, bantu aii. L


 

p/s : bila baca balik segala di atas baru disedari, hidup aii trajis kan?? Haha. Apelah wahida. Hidup begitu sahaja. Tolong maju dan maju dan maju lagi. ~

11.4.10

benci ah semua org taw ah yuu dont like aii.

eh eh. kenapa wahida emosi. haha. bukan selalu ke? abaikan. akhir akhir nie selalu kowt terfikir kan macam macam. and self ensteem macam tersangatlah kurang. tolong anda bagi solution. ahh lambat.! abaikan. heee. :D

aii baru la tersedaar kan dari mimpi sikit punye panjang zaman dulu kala. tengok, dulu kala means amat amat lama dulu. isk. dulu macam howt sket kot. macam ramai je la kawan and tade la rase diri amat huduh. but, for now, perasaan itu datang dan teramat lah kuat. jom kite sama sama pijak itu perasaan sampai penyek, so wahida akan lebih yakin. baguss.! tapi boleh ke? andai lah boleh, indah kot :0

macam macam dalam hati ini. berkecamuk gile. banyak nak di gosip kan bersama. tapi, abaikan dulu. isu penting adelah... hati makin tenang. alhamdulillah. semoga, allah sentiasa bersama aii. amiin :D

begitulah juga...

Jika kamu memancing ikan......
Setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail......
Hendaklah kamu mengambil ikan itu......
Janganlah sesekali kamu LEPASKAN ia semula kedalam air begitu sahaja.......
Kerana ia akan SAKIT oleh kerana bisanya......
Ketajaman mata kail kamu & mungkin ia akan MENDERITA selagi ia masih hidup......

Begitulah juga......

Setelah kamu memberi banyak PENGHARAPAN kepada seseorang ......
Setelah ia mulai MENYAYANGI kamu......
Hendaklah kamu MENJAGA hatinya......
Janganlah sesekali kamu terus MENINGGALKANNYA begitu saja......
Kerana dia akan TERLUKA oleh kenangan bersamamu......
dan mungkin TIDAK dapat MELUPAKAN segalanya selagi dia masih mengingati kamu......

Jika kamu MENADAH air biarlah berpada......
Jangan terlalu berharap pada takungannya dan menganggap ia begitu teguh......
Cukuplah sekadar untuk KEPERLUANMU sahaja......
Kerana apabila ia mulai RETAK ....tidak sukar untuk kamu menampal dan memperbaikinya semula......
Dan bukannya terus dibuang begitu sahaja......

Begitulah juga......

Jika kamu sedang memiliki seseorang.... TERIMALAH dia seadanya......
Janganlah kamu terlalu mengaguminya dan mengganggapkan dia begitu istimewa......
Anggaplah dia manusia biasa......
Kerana apabila dia melakukan KESILAPAN .... tidaklah sukar untuk kamu MEMAAFKANNYA dan MEMBOLEHKAN hubungan kamu akan TERUS hingga ke akhir hayat
Dan bukannya MENGHUKUMNYA dan MENINGGALKAN dia begitu sahaja kerana kamu merasa terlalu kecewa dengan sikapnya
Lalu semuanya akan menjadi TERHENTI begitu sahaja......


Jika kamu MEMILIKI sepinggan nasi......
Yang kamu pasti baik untuk diri kamu......
Yang MENGENYANGKAN dan BERKHASIAT ......
Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi? Cuba mencari makanan yang lain......
Kerana terlalu ingin mengejar KELAZATAN ......
Kelak, nasi itu akan BASI sendiri dan kamu sudah tidak boleh menikmatinya lagi......
Kamu akan MENYESAL ......

Begitulah juga......

Jika kamu telah bertemu dengan seorang INSAN ......
Yang kamu pasti boleh membawa KEBAIKAN kepada dirimu......
MENYAYANGIMU .... MENGASIHIMU ....dan MENCINTAIMU ....
Mengapa kamu berlengah lagi?
Cuba MEMBANDINGKANNYA dengan yang lain......
Terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN ......
Kelak, dia akan BERJAUH HATI dan kamu akan KEHILANGANNYA apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain......
Kamu juga yg akan MENYESAL dan tidak ada gunanya lagi......

Oleh itu janganlah kita terlalu mengejar KESEMPURNAAN kerana ia bukanlah faktor utama KEBAHAGIAAN yang sempurna, sedangkan jika kita boleh m ema afkan KESILAPAN orang yang kita sayang dan akur dengan KELEMAHANNYA sebagai manusia biasa serta BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang kita sudah MILIKI ...kita akan BAHAGIA, BAHAGIA dan terus BAHAGIA ...itu lebih BERMAKNA !

"Begitu hidup ini tiada yang abadi yg patah Kan tumbuh yang hilang Kan berganti, namun yang berganti tidak mungkin sama seperti yang hilang"

10.4.10

ARAB macam bagi peranan besar kot sekarang

sampai macam semua orang pon macam nak pergi sana. ish. bukan tak bagi lah, tapi macam peliss ahh. bukan dulu korang ke kutuk kutuk aii, rugi masuk private ah, jangan resign ah, pikir masa depan ahh an what soo ever ahh. oh oh. dunia memang macam nie kot. aii dah simpan lama kot hasrat nieh, tetiba cam semua pon macam nak pegi jugak. isk. ape la korang, kalo kate memang nak, cakap aje. ta yah ahh kata orang kan. what ever la. yang aii taw, ape nak jadi, jadi lah. aii nak ke sana. as soon as possible ! i dont even care anymore. unless someone came and stop me . with the very very good reason ahh. HAHA. macam tade kan. abaikan.

sekarang tengah fikir fikir mana nak buat resume. pening lah. tak de ke orang sukarela nak buatkan resume. indah kot. haha. memang la tak pandai. isk.apa la teruk sangat kan. haih. peliss ahh someone tell me how to write proper resume. aii nak la sangat sampai ke arab. bukan la sekadar kumpul duit tapi sekali bawa diri.

ape? jaoh ye? siapa suruh tinggal dan lukakan aii ?? kecik taw hati aii taw. haha. entah. hati aii dah tiada di sini. untuk apa lagi di sini. semua orang pun benci kot dengan aii. biarlah..

doakan aii dapat terbang ke sana. dan doakan aii bahagia. itu yang utama. XOXO

9.4.10

campur aduk semua

sebab tak sempat update. bukan tak sempat, malas kot. haahaa. ade 2 benda nak story ;

nesya SGT awesome!

- aii keluar jumpa nesya. she came over here! thanx a lot ahh. dalam tengah sedih, nesya memang ah penyelamat terhebat. u make it real ah. awesome sgt kn. gelak sampai lebam kot. HAHA. and now aii noe, kawan kawan memang best and single memang cam hot la kan. i dont need yuu ahh. =)) i heart yuu much much much ah nesya. memang la aii smile banyak banyak banyak kot. sampai rumah pon hati bunge bunge. hehe. aii dating with nesya kat the manhatthan fish , memang best.! punya tak sabar, we all sampai kena keluar balik sebab maen serbu, kedai bukak jam 11pg, gadis ayu berdua neh sampai jam 1030 am. haha. sebab nak jugak that place, sanggup la tunggu tepi kerusi banyak2 kat luar tue. sembang sembang sampai macam lupa ah jam tue dok tik tok tak berhenti. semua story keluar kot. nice giler ahh.

--> nesya, u make me strong ah. no more tears or wutever. =))


kF pandai giler buat TALK


- tadi ikut kf buat talk kat smk seri kundang, rawang. bangun awal la konon, nak tepati permintaan arrive before 7am kan. sekali, bangun mandi mandi kat wad jam 430 pg ( awal gile ah. excited ) , sempat lepak maen game segala. sedar, jam 5.30am. aaaahh ! terus la aii berlari pecut ala ala catwalk gitew gie tukar baju segala. sekali, jam berdentum pukul 6pagi pun cik wawa yang sopan neh tak siap2 lagi. aduihaii. memang la kf tamau ajak dah lepas neh. haha. and lepas aii harung segala onak lagi duri, oh? apekah? abaikan, sampai la ke terminal gombak, en. kf dah tunggu bukan maen lama la semestinye. aii lenggang kangkung menuju kereta beliau. tapi beliau dengan seberapa pantas pecut sebab memang dah lambat kan. aii muka selamba campur segan ahh merah merah sebab aii memang la pemalu. aww. hehe. on the way, borak gitew gitew ah ngan kf. tetiba je macam tak pernah kenal je kn. segan je. kf pon macam diam je. tetiba rasa macam menyibuk nak ikut. huhu. tapi, talk tue memang menarik dan paling menarik cik wawa kitew macam budak budak jugak sebab macam banyak jugak belajar. haha. tapi, paling hot punya story is cikgu kt ctu tnye a few times, korang kapel ke? hehe. ms kt sk sentul, suami ke nih? hehehe. sian en kf, jatuh saham kan. sepadan ke kami ? atau aii je perasaan. haha. wutever cuz i noe i can't make it real kan. hehe ;p


p.s : i'm soo happy with this. nesya and kf, yuu make me smile =)) a big big thank you ye. heart yuu all my dearest fwend <33. XOXO

5.4.10

first step and move

untuk k.biela. terima kasih atas sedikit cahaya nie. =) mungkin ini langkah baru aii. bukan desprate. tapi, buka minda. aii tak pernah harap lebih. cukup sekadar kawan. kalu yang tue hakikat die, aii terima penuh redha.

tak kan aii nak jadi katak bawah tempurung kan. wuteva happen, i need to move on. ceh. ayat ! hehe. tapi, aii cube kuat. insyaallah. aii tamo harapkan orang laen dah. cukup bertapak sendiri. kalu sakit, sendiri. tak de libat org laen. sng =)


again. tenks and lets move on. semoga yang terbaek menanti aii di depan. tuhan tak kejam kan, tak kan Dia biakan aii terusan terseksa. insyaallah akan ada sinar bahagia. aminn. =))

4.4.10

ku mencari yang mampu membimbing diri yang selalu hanyut

macam sampan kertas yang hanyut dalam sungai. tak ada hala tuju. kadang kadang itu la aii. dasyat kan. tapi, hakikiat kot. so then, ma abah tentu la harap yang terbaik. tapi, aii sedar aii tidak terlalu baek kot untuk harap yang paling terbaek. cuma harap beliau mampu bimbing aii menuju syurga akhirat. teruk kan aii. tak mampu bawak diri sendiri. bukan cakap tak de iman. ai masih ade iman lagi taw. cuma mungkin tak sekuat mana. huhu,

susah kan cari jodoh nih. rase macam lagu cari jodoh by wali tue terkena kt aii je. terasa aii taw. HAHA. tp, mmg hakikat kot. orang laen dah beranak pinak. aii tak de langsung bayang. senang bia orang carikan la. sape ade anak anak hot, rekemen la kat aii. nak yang hot macam aii je taw. aww. haha. hot kew?

aii memang akui aii bukan budak yangg baek, tapi tidak le jaat. aii pon tade la alim tapi tak le jahil. itu pasal aii rase aii perlu insan yang mampu bimbing aii untuk yang sepatutnya. tak kan sampai tua mak abah nak bimbing. oh teruk kan. huhu. aii mintak bukan yang pelik atau memilih kan. tapi aii mintak yang wajar dengan aii.


semoga jodoh aii adelah yang terbaek. tidak perlu sempurna tapi cukup sekadar bersederhana.

dunia ini tak seKOSONG hati ini.

sebab dunia ini ramai orang. kalau aii rase kosong pon, hakikiat tetap ramai orang. tapi, hati aii memang kosong. ahh. ini entry emosi. sila abaikan yang tidak berkenaan. huhu.

sepi ahh even tv depan mata nieh macam nak meletop kut bunyik die. dalam diri aii yang kosong ekceli. sedihh wooo. nak nanges ahh. jum nanges same same jum. heee. ;p

ahh tamau senyum. segala jenis urat kat muka aii cakap letih ahh senyum sebab dalam atie aii tak senyum pun. siap ade awan mendung agi kot, bersedia nak hujan beserta ribut petir. eiii, tak best ah. isk.

macam mana aii buleh jadi macam nieh.? mesti lah gara gara diri aii yang over acting perasan nak jadi pelakon tapi tak layak kot. HAHA. bajet hot. aww. al kisah.

' aii kol ahh seorang incik nih, tapi tidak berangkat sekian la lamenya sampai bateri aii bunyik2 marah. hp aii ckp udah le dah org tamau angkat tepunmu. isk. tak puas ati ahh. call ag, die agkat tapi, baru buat sesi pengecaman suara dah putus. pelik pelik. call ag, dah kena reject. call ag off terus. apekah isi tersirat tue? eii eii. saje buat gadis ayu nieh mara mara manje taw. dengan rasa nak berlakon dengan hebat, aii anta msg 'jgn cari saya lagi' ohh. budjet hot kan. macam ade org nak cari. cari la cari la cari la. HAHA. eh eh. melalut. ok ok, then dia call aii byk byk kali, tapi aii tak agkat. masa tue geram geram manje gitu. majuk ahh tamau angkat. sekali dia terus anta msg begini ' ok, fine. up to yuu ya. yuu already made dcision. halal kn sume, tq 4 evrythg. askum n bye. copy bijik2 nih. HIHI terus terbeliak bijik mata aii bace die. ohh. hebat ahh penangan berlakon aii. eii. takoot. tapi, sebab ego campur takut banyak banyak, aii diam je sampai pagi.'

itu pasal tibe tibe aii macam empty kan. huhu. ape nak buat. salah sendrik. redha. aihh. ok ahh. gossip again later arr. mau g kerja. XOXO.

3.4.10

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mahu bergossip disini tapi tiada mood. urghh ! see yuu later. XOXO

2.4.10

incik 'BERUKBANG' amat meng0ng samPai layaK dicAmpak ke LauT !

laut medittarian ahh. ok x? heee. haaiii, nasiblah nama memang berukbang, kalau tak, dah lama selamat berkawan dengan segala plankon dalam dasar laut tue kot. HAHA. susah giler kot nak buat connection. bayar mahal dah asenye... saje ekk bia cik wawa yg syumel nie mara bia nampak ala ala manje gitu kowt. awww. hahaha. apekah? anyway, aii dah dapat berbeloging balek setelah 3 hari ketandusan jalur lebar celcom neyh. nasih aii tak ketandusan tettttt. HIHIHI. issh ishh, tak patut taw buli aii neh. nasib aii penyabar , sampai sanggup call 'celcom center' jam 12 tghmlm. hahaha. akceli, aii dengki kat mereka tido di shift malam. hahaha. oke oke. banyak merepak je kot. off topic.


sejak dua menjak nih, kerja cukup la nak perah keringat sampai aii kurus kot. - tapi, tak cukup kurus lagi la.. aeww. esok, double lagi. nasib bayar. terus terpaksa rajen. huahuahua. dasyat kan cik wawa nih. bukan ape, carik rezki lebih untuk anak2 kat rumah neh. HAHAHA. moga moga, dapatlah rezki itu. amiiin.

dah dah. aii nak g dinner pulak.aww, hot gituuu. ahaks.. later aii gossip dengan yuu all lagi yer. takecare. XOXO.